for sure

the insects are biting my ears, unbothered

"do you remember it now?”

flies away to the ceilings of god's home, unnoticeable

"can you feel it now?"

it goes away like the sound of babies crying and the smell of your mother's cologne

"do you dread for it now?"

your life. your whole life.

your supposed-to-be life.

"is this what they fed the kids nowadays?"

5 months before your graduation and adulting won't be just a word 

"you don't think that it's weird to feel that way?"

i kissed you once and now i grieve an alive person with fear

"don't you feel embarrassed by now?"

for sure, nothing has changed the way it is

nothing would change it

"can you hear me now?"

now imagine us together, as lovely as how it sounds like

can you cry for me now?

can you try for me now?

can you feel for me now?

15th sept ‘24

p.s the call is way long gone before you could return it, don't pick up the phone now. too late, colin