so far yet so near, 3

red ties around my neck, my fist

i should be reclaiming my independency

red blood smears down my eyes, my heart

                  on the daughters, high pitch pray

                  the red ties, red blood

water me down as you hold my body

ceaselessly, 

ceaselessly,

ceaselessly

may 22th ‘23

p.s; for the boy i once loved, ava.