lovers fever

elbows touched,

was it too obvious?

i wish it wasn't,

but i can't control myself,

we should go away from here,

far away, anywhere but here,

i don't mind losing my sight,

you're bright enough to be my light,

and i asked the same thing,

to myself,

was it too obvious?

or should i jump off the pearly gate?

comfortable isn't always a nice place,

but anywhere with your arms around mine,

sarcastic dumb jokes,

dirty shoes and teenage tears. 

written on june 22nd, 2023

for cas, 
wherever you are right now,
know that i'd still peel oranges for you